Ahead of 20th anniversary, Bali bombing survivors remember life-changing event
Luh De Suryani 2022.10.10 Denpasar, Indonesia
People gather around lit candles at Kuta Beach in remembrance of the victims of the 2002 Bali bombing during the 10th anniversary of the incident, in Kuta, Bali, Oct. 12, 2012.
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‘I’m scarred for life’
Among the victims opposed to Umar’s parole is Thiolina Marpaung, who underwent surgery to remove glass shards from her eyes after the explosion at Bali’s Sari Club sent shrapnel into the car she was in with two colleagues.
“He should serve 20 years and now it’s discounted. It’s based on government regulation, but as a survivor I ask: Why did he get sentence cuts?” said Thiolina, 49.
“What did the victims get? I was born without any disability, but because of what happened I’m scarred for life. Children lost their parents, women became widows. Is this worth it?”
Thiolina said she remains traumatized by the events.
“When I’m stuck in traffic, I keep being reminded of the bomb,” she said.
Thiolina founded Isana Dewata, a foundation that helps children and widows of the Bali bombings.
She is advocating for a “Peace Park” on the site of the former Sari Club where a memorial to the victims has been constructed.
‘Mistake’
Umar, meanwhile, said it was “a mistake” to be involved in the Bali bombings.
In an interview with a prison official in August that was uploaded on YouTube before being removed, Umar said he hoped to educate Indonesian youths about the danger of religious extremism.
Erniati, whose forgiveness Umar had sought and who runs a sewing business, said she holds no grudges.
“We must learn to make peace with ourselves, others and the environment. I feel when I’m angry or sad, I don’t feel well,” she said.
Erniati said her husband, who was head waiter at the Sari Club, died in the bombing.
“I heard my neighbors talk about body parts strewn on the Legian street. I kept telling myself that it wasn’t a bomb,” she said.
“I became increasingly worried. I prayed to god that my husband would come home soon. I waited until 4 a.m., and he did not come home.”
Finally she mustered the courage to go to the Sari Club.
“When I arrived, it was already burned to the ground. I realized that it was unlikely for my husband to survive,” she said.
His body was identified four months later.
Limna Rarasanti, who lost her father, I. Made Sujana, a security guard at the Sari Club, said she has finally found peace.
“After 20 years, I hope we can just live our lives and make a success of whatever we do,” she said.
Still, she said she sometimes dreams of her father.